Earlier today I woke up and quickly got into the shower and got ready for my brunch with my friend Ana B. She and I became friends in Bene (high school) back in our freshman year and we became best friends almost right away. Times passed and we've been introduced to so many other people and stuff so we lost our way, but we still saw each other once in awhile.
After brunch, she invited me to pass by her house so I can see how big her baby is now, so we did. While in her car, I realized how much I miss having adventures. I used to have them all the time with her and other people I hung-out with in high school, whether or not they were my classmates. My friends and I always found a reason to go out; birthday gift, there's nothing to do, there's no school, birthday party, summer... Those things. I haven't had an AMAZING adventure in such a long time.
I love spending time with my family. I love staying at home with my friends, eating food and watching DVDs. I love doing shoots and all. But I miss the THRILL of going from one place to another in my friends car or turning up the radio letting everyone in the street hear the awesome music we're playing and I love staying home because I'm tired, not because I don't have plans for the day and I miss being picked up by my friends and being brought home. I miss that so much.
I told Ana about my anxiety attacks, and she told me that there are some remedies that could really take them away from my mind and one of them is: TO GO OUT. I need to go out! I need to have fun, go a little wild with friends - I need that so bad! I know that there are better things to do than that but c'mon, it's FUN and I have to experience that kind of fun after so long. Pleaaase!
Here are some photos from my past adventures. Some of them are really crappy because my adventures started around the first year of high school when I used my camera phone for memory keeping 'til around the end of third year high school when I still had the Canon Powershot SD1000: By the way, I didn't bother to put them in order. There are months and years included, though!
Christine, Arielle, Bam; May 2007
Ana, Hannah, Justin; February 2007
Ina, Michelle, Trixie, Elora; July 2007
Bambam, Arielle, Christine; April 2007
Ana, Elora, Karen, Hannah; March 2007
Elora, Hannah, Trixie; May 2008
Elora, Trixie, Hannah; December 2008
Ana, Elora; December 2006
Elora, Anna, Kass, Ms. May; February 2009
(used the Pentax K200 for this one)
Leanne, Hannah, Mark, Jan, Elora, Justin, Leon, Ken;
September 2008
Elora, Hannah, Patty; September 2008
Jan, Adette, Leon, Hannah, Elora, Mark, Patrick:
October 2008
Elora, Bianca; June 2008
Hannah, Elora; September 2008
I really miss going out with my friends like old times. It was my fault, though. After my third year in high school, I didn't feel like going out so much anymore. Also because I really needed to shape up 'cause college was so close. Now that I'm in college, I don't fully regret stopping going on adventures, but I really really miss it.
I feel like such a fake old person. I just turned 17 years old a few weeks ago and yet I feel like I'm so old and boring. This can't be!!! I will not allow this to happen, I will try to go back and be more adventurous. YES, that is my promise to myself. I will TRY to start after Holy Week, yes?
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